I dislike coding. Even just HTML is a pain to me (but it's probably the easiest coding language), not to speak of any other types of languages...So that's why I never really did anything substantial with this site. Well, that's not the only reason. I have nothing to add to the great World Wide Web (though I think 'www' is depreciated now. I don't know!! I don't know anything!!!!!). I have absolutely nothing to offer!!!!!!! Who cares what I like? I've nothing to add to anything! Nothing on current affairs, or anything of the sort. Which is to say, I created meow-or-never on a whim one day and then. Nothing.

But what's it matter that I have nothing to say?? Who cares!! (I did, at some point). But now? It doesn't matter. I want a place to spill out my incoherent nothings! There are all sorts of sites on the internet! What's the harm in my own? I want my own place, away from the clamor of twitter, aka xitter (the only people to call it 'X' are journalists and Elon meatriders), my most frequently used social site. I'm not proud of that part. But hey, cats! And art! And pointless discourse.

...Ah, I'm no blogger, though. I can't weave compelling articles from the mundanity that is my life. Or something like that. I don't really have my own niche (on a side note, I've come to notice that some people pronounce 'niche' as 'nich'. Ending in an unpleasant 'ch'. Wrong and gross, be ashamed.) here to fill. I can't, for example, write about a script that finds every .horse TLD and lists them out. As mentioned previously, I don't like coding. I don't really do it(That's why this site looks the way it does). And when I did code, in Python, in JS, it was all very beginner-level nonsense.

I think I'm setting my standard for personal sites too high.

Most people who have their own sites make it entirely for themselves. Of course, those sites are a relic of the past. Why use Tripod, or Wix, or Geocities, or the more contemporary neocities, or Hatenablog, or that-other-web-or-blog-hosting-site-that's-slipped-my-mind when you could just delegate the entirety of your online identity to a single or small handful of sites? That's just convenient! I won't deny that. It's the reason that it took me so long to actually create one, and then add content to it, despite wanting it for years now. (Until one day I went, well, I've got to take action, it's meow or never! Oh, look at that!!! A title drop!! Like how it's done in mediocre movies.) And the coding part, too. HTML's fine, honestly. But that's it.

Maybe one day, I'll get better at that. And writing, and hopefully maybe putting my thoughts into text. As things stand currently I'm just a jumbled mess of emotions and ideas and thoughts begging to be given form ................. And then maybe, come some far-away day, when I'm slightly more knowledge on tech (in general) and financially stable (always the end goal), I'll self-host. That's my end goal for this site. To be able to show and say quite literally whatever and not fear the big ban hammer of Neocities. Then I can go into detail about whichever rich influential person I feel deserves whatever thing I can think of. Or porn, I haven't decided yet.

That's the end of this bit, stop reading.